So it has been years since I've written anything. It's all due to MySpace and now Facebook but it's mainly because I've been extremely busy.
In case anyone was wondering I am no longer with "the love of my life". I got dumped in September 2010 due to some serious issues that needed to be worked on. I have learned my lessons and changed my ways for the better or myself and whoever else I shall share my life with in the future. And as much as I miss him, we will never be, nor were we ever meant to be, as I use to believe. My heart is learning and it's time to find someone new. This task has been difficult for me because, well, I wanted a second chance with him. And my gut is screaming at me saying "NOT GOING TO HAPPEN!" I realized that I need to start ALL OVER with someone new... I mean I'm 20 so it's not that bad but my still that's a lot of work (especially since I don't want to fall too fast as I did before.) I feel a lot better now that I found this quote...
"Sometimes someone comes along and makes you forget someone else. Remember, they're not better, they're just different."
This quote is my motivation to moving on to someone new without the fear of 'what if." Everything happens for a reason and what is truly meant to be will always find its way in its own time.
~>Mandy G<~
